Stress

So lets talk about stress. The little things, or big things that make you want to pull out your hair and scream. Different things set different people off, to some something may seem stupid or pointless but to others its that thing that will make you pull your hair out. Okay so my stress is people or work. Lets talk about the people one first. The people that stress me out the most are the ones that lie all the time and its the little lies that are pointless, like it makes me feel like they are acting like I'm stupid and wont notice that they are lying right to my face. Or they tell you that they hate something and then turn around and do the thing that they "hate". Like really? That makes me soooo mad. The way I deal with people like that is walking away, there really is nothing else to do, I have to walk away and get some space or Ill freak out on someone and scream, and I'd rather not do that.  Drawing makes me forget about what made me mad in the first place anyway, or talking about it to Clayton helps me out a lot with the stress. Or the people that make fun of other people just because they're different, I stand up for those people because its not right. Now lets talk about work. Work stresses me out by my manager just being a complete pain in my butt. I dont even know why she hates me, I didnt do anything to her for her to hate me but she does. I think thats what gets me the most is that she hates me for no reason, and I hate when people judge me before they get to know me. I think thats one of the most rudest things to do. Or at work you get those people that you are trying to be nice to and help and they are complete rips. My pay at work doesnt make me happy either but I'm hoping to get a raise, or a new job maybe. I believe that is the only things that bother me at work. Back to the people thing, I also hate when I have this friend that I will care about and they get depressed and I try and help and they completely ignore me. I'm trying to go out of my way to help you, are you're rude? What kind of bull crap is that. Definitely after all the bull crap you put me through in the past? They should be lucky that I'm even still in their life and I didnt walk out on them like they walked out on me. My mom also stresses me out, shes not in the best environment right now and it kills me to see her like that and Im trying to do all I can to help her, and it kills me when I can't, but me and my sister Sam aren't going to see her like that and Im hoping we get her into a better enviroment soon. I guess there is more that stresses me out then I thought, so I'm just going to stop talking about it now because its just going to stress me out even more then more I talk about it right now.


End of stress rant:(